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queen_unicorn_rejectAnother mid day
I slept through the whole fucking day again man! I keep doing this and it sucks.
We didn't do the podcast cuz Bea is going out to mail her tapes and doesn't have time to do that. And anyway, I didn't get a good vibe from that podcast. I watched some of their episodes and it had this... overtly toxic positivity vibe to it, I guess? And that kind of sickened me, knowing these artists were part of a community which excised me, a trans woman, for a single dumb mistake.
So yeah. I'm not feeling them. Probably won't get back to them.
Me and Bea were brainstorming some of the novel out today. She actually wrote some parts for it that are really good. I wrote like... 200 words? So I guess that's good. I'm gonna try to write a few more parts that come to my mind right away. Because right now I am stuck on a part that I can't really come up with a good answer for. And trying to brute force that part is the reason why I'm stuck on writing this, right now. I should begin with some other parts first.
I've been watching not Analog Horror videos but analysis videos about Analog Horror videos because someone explaining you what happens in those videos is a lot more fun than actually watching them. Since most of them have no story or the creator had no idea what they wanted to do with the idea.
I slept through the whole fucking day again man! I keep doing this and it sucks.
We didn't do the podcast cuz Bea is going out to mail her tapes and doesn't have time to do that. And anyway, I didn't get a good vibe from that podcast. I watched some of their episodes and it had this... overtly toxic positivity vibe to it, I guess? And that kind of sickened me, knowing these artists were part of a community which excised me, a trans woman, for a single dumb mistake.
So yeah. I'm not feeling them. Probably won't get back to them.
Me and Bea were brainstorming some of the novel out today. She actually wrote some parts for it that are really good. I wrote like... 200 words? So I guess that's good. I'm gonna try to write a few more parts that come to my mind right away. Because right now I am stuck on a part that I can't really come up with a good answer for. And trying to brute force that part is the reason why I'm stuck on writing this, right now. I should begin with some other parts first.
I've been watching not Analog Horror videos but analysis videos about Analog Horror videos because someone explaining you what happens in those videos is a lot more fun than actually watching them. Since most of them have no story or the creator had no idea what they wanted to do with the idea.
