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queen_unicorn_reject) wrote2025-06-11 10:44 pm
queen_unicorn_reject) wrote2025-06-11 10:44 pm
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6/11/25
Opps (Some mistakes were made)
Today was fairly uneventful except for some times I fucked up. Someone told me I had bad breath smell EVEN THOUGH I BRUSHED MY TEETH THAT MORNING!!! This guy even gave me a mouthwashing thing yesterday because of it and it happened again. What the hell.
I hate brushing my teeth but if this keeps happening I will do it fucking five times a day.
They tried to make me lift a cart again and it was hard. We've decided they'll let me do it every once in awhile so I can build up strength for it. Also, they told me to do 100 squirts every day. Ok, why not. I'll actually try that. Every morning.
Final mistake was this. Context (I should remember to write some of this stuff down on the day they happen): Yesterday, after lunch, me and another new guy was using our phone at 11 AM in the room where they store them, before lunch serving began. A few other people did it before us, so we did what they did, but they all left and it was just us two. Then another guy came and told us off for doing it, saying that the officers/wardens really don't like it when we don't follow the rules. The rules are that you use your phone from 12-1PM, and then 5PM onwards. However, the real etiquette is that you use it after eating lunch or dinner, usually at 11:30 or 4:30. It's sort of a "compromise" provided by the wardens. He told us that if we don't follow this, they track all of it and when the Alt Service members try to make a bargain with the wardens, they can use stuff like this as evidence that we've been misbehaving and not listen to their requests.
Today, at 4PM, there was some sort of meeting in that room. I wasn't going to eat dinner, and I usually just take my electronics right away on days like that. So I did just that. When I came back to my room, my roommates told me off, saying that all those guys probably saw me doing that and they might tell the wardens about it. It would be disadvantageous for me if I made a bad impression, so they told me to be careful.
Anyway, that was a few of my fuck ups today. I think I should be more careful about taking my phone and stuff more. I want to talk to Serena as soon as possible, but it's also not worth risking my reputation.
I didn't get to talk to Serena a lot today. During lunch she was out with her family and after dinner she was drawing something for Alice. She's been very busy lately and I feel like we've been more distant lately. That makes me sad but she always reassures me that she loves me the most in the world. I'm sure we'll get to talk more later in the week.
I've been listening to this Trixie album. It's basically finished, except Bea's vocals aren't there. So it's just my vocals. I've been wondering if I should just release it with my vocals on it, but I really don't want to. I think her voice is really good for these songs. If anything, I think I might make the second album with my voice, which is going to be a chiptune rock album a la casio dad. But this MIDI pop album works really well with Bea's voice.
So I might ask her to do that again. Maybe after MIDI Bunny LP2 is done? It seems like it's reaching the final stages of production. We seem to have the tracklist down, at least.
Oh yeah. I went outside again today! I just got a chicken sandwich and chilled inside Lotteria. Not a lot of places to go to here, and it's hot as hell, so I can see myself not going outside every time I can.
Today was fairly uneventful except for some times I fucked up. Someone told me I had bad breath smell EVEN THOUGH I BRUSHED MY TEETH THAT MORNING!!! This guy even gave me a mouthwashing thing yesterday because of it and it happened again. What the hell.
I hate brushing my teeth but if this keeps happening I will do it fucking five times a day.
They tried to make me lift a cart again and it was hard. We've decided they'll let me do it every once in awhile so I can build up strength for it. Also, they told me to do 100 squirts every day. Ok, why not. I'll actually try that. Every morning.
Final mistake was this. Context (I should remember to write some of this stuff down on the day they happen): Yesterday, after lunch, me and another new guy was using our phone at 11 AM in the room where they store them, before lunch serving began. A few other people did it before us, so we did what they did, but they all left and it was just us two. Then another guy came and told us off for doing it, saying that the officers/wardens really don't like it when we don't follow the rules. The rules are that you use your phone from 12-1PM, and then 5PM onwards. However, the real etiquette is that you use it after eating lunch or dinner, usually at 11:30 or 4:30. It's sort of a "compromise" provided by the wardens. He told us that if we don't follow this, they track all of it and when the Alt Service members try to make a bargain with the wardens, they can use stuff like this as evidence that we've been misbehaving and not listen to their requests.
Today, at 4PM, there was some sort of meeting in that room. I wasn't going to eat dinner, and I usually just take my electronics right away on days like that. So I did just that. When I came back to my room, my roommates told me off, saying that all those guys probably saw me doing that and they might tell the wardens about it. It would be disadvantageous for me if I made a bad impression, so they told me to be careful.
Anyway, that was a few of my fuck ups today. I think I should be more careful about taking my phone and stuff more. I want to talk to Serena as soon as possible, but it's also not worth risking my reputation.
I didn't get to talk to Serena a lot today. During lunch she was out with her family and after dinner she was drawing something for Alice. She's been very busy lately and I feel like we've been more distant lately. That makes me sad but she always reassures me that she loves me the most in the world. I'm sure we'll get to talk more later in the week.
I've been listening to this Trixie album. It's basically finished, except Bea's vocals aren't there. So it's just my vocals. I've been wondering if I should just release it with my vocals on it, but I really don't want to. I think her voice is really good for these songs. If anything, I think I might make the second album with my voice, which is going to be a chiptune rock album a la casio dad. But this MIDI pop album works really well with Bea's voice.
So I might ask her to do that again. Maybe after MIDI Bunny LP2 is done? It seems like it's reaching the final stages of production. We seem to have the tracklist down, at least.
Oh yeah. I went outside again today! I just got a chicken sandwich and chilled inside Lotteria. Not a lot of places to go to here, and it's hot as hell, so I can see myself not going outside every time I can.