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queen_unicorn_reject ([personal profile] queen_unicorn_reject) wrote2025-06-19 11:28 pm
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6/19/25

Thinking about Shinsei Kaamattechan

Right now I'm watching a recording of the 6/18 South Korean Shinsei Kamattechan concert. I'm thinking about how I've been listening to this band for almost 10 years. Oh it was 7 years ago. I think I found them on 2016 or 2017. There's literally a comment by me on the most popular upload of Tsumanne which I left when I heard it for the first time. That comment says it was left 7 years ago. I compared them to My Bloody Valentine at the time. I just found a reply by Bea saying "how does it sound like mbv?" which is funny as fuck and I laughed so hard that my roommates asked me what I was laughing at.

Anyway. This was their first show at Korea ever. And I couldn't go, obviously. I could go outside yesterday, but the show started at 8PM and for 2 hours and I need to be back at my quarters by 9:30. The thing is that if this had happene 3 months later, I would've been able to take a vacation day off and probably go that way. But I can't do that right now. So bad timing.

I'm just thinking about how I missed this chance of a lifetime. This alternative service bullshit has taken a lot of things away from me - my freedom, my time, etc - but this is the first time I've truly missed out on something I really would have loved.

Oh well. At least I have this video recording! And they might come again within the next 3 years. I'll be able to go see them for sure then.

Today's work went smoothly... Not much complaints today. And then it was the kingdom hall meeting. These are always boring but I will admit - it's better to sit through them without my mother nagging at me right next to me all the time. Definitely an improvement, even though I still have to go twice a week, and go do the 'field ministry service" at least once a month. I'm only doing the bare minimum though, which is exactly that. I can't, like, NOT do it because everyone here is a witness and they will look at me badly if i don't at least do the bare minimum.

God, my 30 cans of coffee ran out after a WEEK. I need to fucking watch how much I drink this shit. Like $12 every week for 30 of theses will add up fast.

Serena told me to floss to get rid of my mouth smell which was really funny to me. I also can't say this to her face so I'm gonna write it here so she'll read it instead but I will never floss. It looks kind of uncomfortable to me.

I feel like I did something important today and I am forgetting what it is.... But I'm also a bit sleepy and I should go to bed soon. Tomorrow is the last work day of the week! Then it's Saturday and I get to go home. Yay!