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queen_unicorn_reject) wrote2025-06-28 11:41 pm
queen_unicorn_reject) wrote2025-06-28 11:41 pm
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6/28/25
Resting day for me
Today I didn't do much. I woke up and I considered going to get lunch. I'd have to walk 10 minutes to go to the prison cafeteria. I looked at the menu and I decided against it.
Instead I called Serena for I think about 2 or 3 hours. I think it was 2 but it might have been 3. We talked for awhile. That made me really happy. I'm glad I can call her every week at least. She asked me if we could call more often but that really depends on if she has a day off the day after or not. I'd have to call her at 4:30PM at the earliest (probably 5PM is more likely) and that'd be very late for her so she'd need to be able to stay up a bit.
It makes me happy that she wants to call more often though. You know, I like calling my friends, but it always felt like I'm the only person to really push that. But Serena also wants to call me all the time and that makes me happy and feel wanted.
After I called her I wanted to take a short nap and go eat dinner... but I was really tired so I ended up skipping dinner to sleep more. When I woke up I took a shower and I figured I could order delivery instead. It was expensive and I've been drying up money lately. I'm usually good at saving money but it's hard to make hard compromises inside this facility. I hate the food and eating out just makes me happy during the day and I really need that dopamine boost to keep going. But I should start saving.
Anyway I ordered fried chicken and I barely ate half of it. I offered the other half to my roommates but they were full. So I guess I'll save it for later. I can just heat it up in the microwave.
I haven't been doing much besides be sad and lonely. I always get like this when Serena goes to sleep. It's a problem that I need to fix, I think. I need to find something to do in my life other than be sad and watch youtube. Maybe I will start reading and writing again. That might be good for me.
Today I didn't do much. I woke up and I considered going to get lunch. I'd have to walk 10 minutes to go to the prison cafeteria. I looked at the menu and I decided against it.
Instead I called Serena for I think about 2 or 3 hours. I think it was 2 but it might have been 3. We talked for awhile. That made me really happy. I'm glad I can call her every week at least. She asked me if we could call more often but that really depends on if she has a day off the day after or not. I'd have to call her at 4:30PM at the earliest (probably 5PM is more likely) and that'd be very late for her so she'd need to be able to stay up a bit.
It makes me happy that she wants to call more often though. You know, I like calling my friends, but it always felt like I'm the only person to really push that. But Serena also wants to call me all the time and that makes me happy and feel wanted.
After I called her I wanted to take a short nap and go eat dinner... but I was really tired so I ended up skipping dinner to sleep more. When I woke up I took a shower and I figured I could order delivery instead. It was expensive and I've been drying up money lately. I'm usually good at saving money but it's hard to make hard compromises inside this facility. I hate the food and eating out just makes me happy during the day and I really need that dopamine boost to keep going. But I should start saving.
Anyway I ordered fried chicken and I barely ate half of it. I offered the other half to my roommates but they were full. So I guess I'll save it for later. I can just heat it up in the microwave.
I haven't been doing much besides be sad and lonely. I always get like this when Serena goes to sleep. It's a problem that I need to fix, I think. I need to find something to do in my life other than be sad and watch youtube. Maybe I will start reading and writing again. That might be good for me.