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So alright. I had that meeting. They asked me about all the things I thought they would... except it wasn't the bluesky account that they found. It was my girlbreeder NSFW tumblr account. That is WAY worse actually. I always regretted saying I was Cecily in that. I dont know HOW the fuck ANYONE found that. I have never linked to it ever. God, whoever did the snooping must be pretty good.
Anyway. It is fairly serious. They don't believe I am truly sorry of my sins. The biggest contention was over my discord. They want me to delete it. I was like, well, give me some time. And that was my mistake. Me asking for time was a sign that I'm not fully committed to my turnover.
So they're giving me time. They're gonna hold another meeting on Friday. I'll be on vacation again that day... I'm on vacation from Thursday to Sunday. So I'm gonna have to go all the way over to the kingdom hall over here from my home.
They seem pretty serious about all this. They said disfellowshipment is not off the table if I don't comply with these demands. That's pretty serious. I cant risk anything anymore.
I'll probably have to delete my discord account. They actually asked for my ID and password but I kinda managed to not give them that. I have two options I think: I can either delete my account for real, or I can fake it by trying to log into a fake account when they want me to prove it.
Cuz they're gonna want proof. They're gonna want me to prove it, if they asked me for my ID and stuff. Serena suggested the second method, trying to log into an account that doesnt exist.... But I might get found out. It's too risky. On the slim chance they find out I'm trying to bullshit them, the sliver of goodwill I have left is gone forever. I don't think I should risk that.
So I think i'm gonna delete my account for real. Apparently, Discord lets you recover deleted accounts within 15 days. So I'm just gonna delete, maybe screen record my phone doing so, show them that, show them trying to log in... Then the day after I'll reactivate it. Cuz it's my birthday and I wanna talk to some people.
I should probably sleep soon. The senior guy at my division just came in and gave me shit for staying up again. Ugh. This sucks. But I'm gonna prevail hopefully.
So alright. I had that meeting. They asked me about all the things I thought they would... except it wasn't the bluesky account that they found. It was my girlbreeder NSFW tumblr account. That is WAY worse actually. I always regretted saying I was Cecily in that. I dont know HOW the fuck ANYONE found that. I have never linked to it ever. God, whoever did the snooping must be pretty good.
Anyway. It is fairly serious. They don't believe I am truly sorry of my sins. The biggest contention was over my discord. They want me to delete it. I was like, well, give me some time. And that was my mistake. Me asking for time was a sign that I'm not fully committed to my turnover.
So they're giving me time. They're gonna hold another meeting on Friday. I'll be on vacation again that day... I'm on vacation from Thursday to Sunday. So I'm gonna have to go all the way over to the kingdom hall over here from my home.
They seem pretty serious about all this. They said disfellowshipment is not off the table if I don't comply with these demands. That's pretty serious. I cant risk anything anymore.
I'll probably have to delete my discord account. They actually asked for my ID and password but I kinda managed to not give them that. I have two options I think: I can either delete my account for real, or I can fake it by trying to log into a fake account when they want me to prove it.
Cuz they're gonna want proof. They're gonna want me to prove it, if they asked me for my ID and stuff. Serena suggested the second method, trying to log into an account that doesnt exist.... But I might get found out. It's too risky. On the slim chance they find out I'm trying to bullshit them, the sliver of goodwill I have left is gone forever. I don't think I should risk that.
So I think i'm gonna delete my account for real. Apparently, Discord lets you recover deleted accounts within 15 days. So I'm just gonna delete, maybe screen record my phone doing so, show them that, show them trying to log in... Then the day after I'll reactivate it. Cuz it's my birthday and I wanna talk to some people.
I should probably sleep soon. The senior guy at my division just came in and gave me shit for staying up again. Ugh. This sucks. But I'm gonna prevail hopefully.
