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queen_unicorn_rejectOk day
Today was alright. I did the weekly stream again, trying to keep those up. I went on a huge rant about copyright abolition. That was fun.
Koko, my artist friend who drew my tiny pngtuber model, is drawing me a new pngtuber thingy with some extra drawings. I paid her $75 even though she only asked for 60 because I like to tip artists a bit. I've done this ever since I was paid to do a commission of a song for an acquaintance of mine, Shadok, for their web series LOVEWEB, and they tipped me as well. I thought it'd just be nice courtesy from then on. Plus, she was lowballing herself way too much.
It's gonna be fun to have the new pngtuber, maybe it'll give some more attention to my streams. I had 1 or 2 viewers throughout the weekly one today, which is usually how many I get. Although, a bunch of my friends came by, including Rayhana again!
I keep going to that Excel class and the teacher is extremely annoying. She keeps chastising me for not listening to her class, as if I am a fucking high schooler, and not a full grown adult, who is here because she paid for a class. Like holy shit, I'll do whatever I want. Also, she keeps ending her classes late, which is annoying.
I read for 65:30 today. I'm about halfway done with God Bless You, Mr. Rosewater. I should be done with the book in 2 or 3 days. It's not a very long book.
I talked to that girl who made that incelcore album. She messaged me on rateyourmusic and we had a good conversation on discord. I think she's kinda dumb and not really aware of her actions. She told me one of the reasons she calls her music is for reclamation, but also because she likes provoking people. Then later in the same breath, she said she makes music while never thinking about how people will think about it. These kinds of contradictory statements made me realize this is not a person who puts a lot of serious thought into her art. So I figured it's not worth it to get angry or argue with her about this stuff. We just agreed to disagreed.
I've been a bit melancholy lately. I was mostly feeling neutral today but that actually might be sadness. I've been talking to Serena a lot but I feel like me and Bea hasn't been as close lately. I don't know to which extent if this is true, but I feel like it.
To be fair, me and Bea were together every day for 60 days. I keep thinking maybe she's just enjoying being away from me. I know that's probably not true but I keep thinking so. And I'm scared to talk to her about it.
It also sucks that the MIDI Bunny LP isn't doing that well in terms of streams and coverage. We've gotten a few reviews from blogs written by friends, which is nice. But I dunno. 90 ratings in almost 3 weeks is a bit slow. I mean, that's faster than any album I'd ever worked on, but I still expected more from our big album. I don't know. It sucks a little bit.
We did make like, $70 from Bandcamp Friday. I almost made back my commission for Koko, lol.
Today was alright. I did the weekly stream again, trying to keep those up. I went on a huge rant about copyright abolition. That was fun.
Koko, my artist friend who drew my tiny pngtuber model, is drawing me a new pngtuber thingy with some extra drawings. I paid her $75 even though she only asked for 60 because I like to tip artists a bit. I've done this ever since I was paid to do a commission of a song for an acquaintance of mine, Shadok, for their web series LOVEWEB, and they tipped me as well. I thought it'd just be nice courtesy from then on. Plus, she was lowballing herself way too much.
It's gonna be fun to have the new pngtuber, maybe it'll give some more attention to my streams. I had 1 or 2 viewers throughout the weekly one today, which is usually how many I get. Although, a bunch of my friends came by, including Rayhana again!
I keep going to that Excel class and the teacher is extremely annoying. She keeps chastising me for not listening to her class, as if I am a fucking high schooler, and not a full grown adult, who is here because she paid for a class. Like holy shit, I'll do whatever I want. Also, she keeps ending her classes late, which is annoying.
I read for 65:30 today. I'm about halfway done with God Bless You, Mr. Rosewater. I should be done with the book in 2 or 3 days. It's not a very long book.
I talked to that girl who made that incelcore album. She messaged me on rateyourmusic and we had a good conversation on discord. I think she's kinda dumb and not really aware of her actions. She told me one of the reasons she calls her music is for reclamation, but also because she likes provoking people. Then later in the same breath, she said she makes music while never thinking about how people will think about it. These kinds of contradictory statements made me realize this is not a person who puts a lot of serious thought into her art. So I figured it's not worth it to get angry or argue with her about this stuff. We just agreed to disagreed.
I've been a bit melancholy lately. I was mostly feeling neutral today but that actually might be sadness. I've been talking to Serena a lot but I feel like me and Bea hasn't been as close lately. I don't know to which extent if this is true, but I feel like it.
To be fair, me and Bea were together every day for 60 days. I keep thinking maybe she's just enjoying being away from me. I know that's probably not true but I keep thinking so. And I'm scared to talk to her about it.
It also sucks that the MIDI Bunny LP isn't doing that well in terms of streams and coverage. We've gotten a few reviews from blogs written by friends, which is nice. But I dunno. 90 ratings in almost 3 weeks is a bit slow. I mean, that's faster than any album I'd ever worked on, but I still expected more from our big album. I don't know. It sucks a little bit.
We did make like, $70 from Bandcamp Friday. I almost made back my commission for Koko, lol.
